Monday, December 16, 2013

Praying for Joy

Advent 3; Yr. A, December 15, 2013
Isaiah 35:1-10; 
Psalm 146; 
James 5:7-10; Matthew 11:2-11
Sermon preached at St. Stephen’s Episcopal Church

Advent is a time of waiting.  Literally it means "coming".  Ironically, what we are waiting for, has already arrived.  What we’re waiting for is Emanuel, God with us. God is here in all the messiness and frustration of our lives.  God lives within us and around us.  That’s what joy is about in this Advent time.  It’s about that miraculous paradox, that what we long for is already among us.  That is our joy and it comes to us in the most unexpected ways, even in the midst of struggle and suffering and pain.  South Africa showed us that in a very vivid way this week as they celebrated the life of Nelson Mandella.  They laughed and danced and cheered with joy as they grieved the loss of a man who defied hatred and acted with forgiveness.  They showed us that joy and grief can exist together.
As I was driving to Two Saints yesterday for the quiet morning, I was listening to NPR. They interviewed a mother of a six-year old child who was killed in the Sandy Hook shootings a year ago.  This is her story.

As much as Dec. 14 will forever be a day of unfathomable grief for Nelba Márquez-Greene, Dec. 13 will be one of unending gratitude. "I will never forget that day," she says. On that day, Márquez-Greene stopped the usual frantic drill: rushing to activities and errands, worrying about the dishes and laundry, even cleaning up the mess on the floor.  That morning, her 6-year-old daughter, Ana Grace, had knocked down the entire nativity set off the piano. Baby Jesus was still in little pieces on the floor when she came home from Sandy Hook Elementary School in Newtown, Connecticut.
Márquez-Greene can't explain it, but something compelled her that evening to just ignore it all and instead corral Ana, her son Isaiah and her husband Jimmy into the car.  "And off we went to the Cheesecake Factory," she says, "where we had our final time as a family of four."  It was, she says, the greatest gift.  "We were sitting there taking goofy pictures, Ana was making faces," she says. "We had second dessert. We had, like, three pasta dishes. I'm so grateful we had that."
After the shooting the next morning, where Ana and 25 others were killed, her parents wondered how they'd ever feel whole again.  Most days still bring unbearable pain. But as Márquez-Greene puts it, she's "made it her business" to stay focused on the good days with Ana.  "It is what brings me great comfort and great joy," she says. "And that is what gives us strength."[1]  Memories of joy. 
            Joy is the pure and simple delight in being alive.  Joy is our elated response to feelings of happiness, experiences of pleasure, and awareness of abundance.  It is also the deep satisfaction we know when we are able to serve others and be glad for their good fortune.”[2]  Joy isn’t something proclaimed very loudly in our world.  In fact, I wonder if we’re almost a little afraid to claim it.  I wonder why.
Maybe it’s because we don’t control joy.  It controls us.  It’s like a burst of fresh water that springs up unexpectedly.  We can’t always tell where it comes from or understand why it appears, but it does.  Have you ever tried to stifle giggles in church?  I have.  I can’t tell you what provoked the laughter in our pew when I was younger, but I can tell you how difficult it was to contain.  As soon as one of my brothers would swallow back the laughter, we’d look at each other out of the corner of our eyes, and start all over again.  Shoulders shaking, heads bowed, hands over our mouths.  The more my mother would tell us to “knock it off”, the harder it was to stop.  We were simply overcome, happily out of control.
Have you ever looked at an old picture or gotten lost in a memory, and suddenly discovered yourself smiling?  Have you ever laughed so hard you cried?  Joy is powerful, intense enough to cut through the deepest suffering and loss.  According to Pierre Teilhard de Chardin, “Joy is the most infallible sign of the presence of God.”[3] 
            Isaiah lists the signs … the eyes of the blind shall be opened, and the ears of the deaf unstopped; then the lame shall leap like a deer, and the tongue of the speechless sing for joy.  For waters shall break forth in the wilderness, and streams in the desert; the burning sand shall become a pool, and the thirsty ground springs of water. (Isaiah 35:5-7a)  Notice the verbs … opened … unstopped … leaping … singing … breaking forth ... becoming … all words that describe the nature of joy.  Active and expanding.  All creation will experience the sign of God’s life-giving presence … in joy. 
In our gospel, John the Baptist sends his disciples to ask Jesus if he is the Messiah.  John is in prison after being arrested.  John must have realized that his position was precarious.  He must have felt lonely and anxious, at times perhaps even despairing.  What word did his cousin, Jesus, send to comfort him?  Jesus told the disciples to go back to John.  “Tell him what you see and hear.”  Tell him about the signs.  Tell him that the blind receive their sight, the lame walk, the lepers are cleansed, the deaf hear, the dead are raised, and the poor have good news brought to them.  (Matthew 11:4-5)  Go back and give John the joyful news!  Let the words of Isaiah ring in his ears!  Let him be comforted with joy! 
            Joy grounded in the coming of the Lord, a Lord who will set things right.  A Lord who will make a safe highway for the righteous.  The redeemed will walk there.  Those in exile will return to their homes singing with joy.  To a prisoner, this would certainly be good news of great joy.  News of returning.  News of redemption. News of liberation. 
Nelson Mandella spent more than 25 years in prison serving what he expected to be a life sentence.  Twice he was offered conditional release, but he refused to compromise his principles.  He wanted to live, but like John, he was willing to die for what he believed.  John never left his prison, but Nelson Mandella did.  What joy he must have felt as he walked away from that prison toward freedom.  He could have been bitter and resentful, but by all accounts … we’re told that he never responded to racism with racism.  He treated others with dignity and respect.  He walked the Holy Way and that helped to lead his country into a new era.  His life was a sign to many, a sign that brings joy and hope to the world.
It’s easy to think that the world is going to hell in a handbasket because we hear a lot of bad news these days.  But we don’t have to live in it all the time.  Márquez-Greene said that she was one of those parents who said that if something happened to her child, she didn’t know how she would be able to go on.  It’s not easy, but she does … and so do many others.  She says, we “want to remember Ana's life twice as loudly as her death”.[4]  It seems that the South African people wanted to remember Nelson Mandella’s life twice as loudly as his death too.  They all wanted to celebrate life, to find comfort in joy even in the face of death.  I pray that we can claim our joy too … that we can let it take us over and transform us … as we embrace God’s enduring presence with us this Advent.

Amen



[1] On NPR Weekend Edition.  A Grieving Newtown Mother's Motto: 'Love Wins' by Tovia Smith.  December 14, 2013 5:11 AM.  http://www.npr.org/2013/12/14/250786728/a-grieving-newtown-mothers-motto-love-wins.
[2] Spirituality & Practice:Resources for spiritual journeys.  Spiritual practices: Joy.  Home page, http://www.spiritualityandpractice.com/practices/practices.php?id=15
[3] Spirituality & Practice:Resources for spiritual journeys.  Spiritual practices: Joy. Quotations, http://www.spiritualityandpractice.com/practices/practices.php?id=15&g=1
[4] On NPR Weekend Edition.  A Grieving Newtown Mother's Motto: 'Love Wins' by Tovia Smith.  December 14, 2013 5:11 AM.  http://www.npr.org/2013/12/14/250786728/a-grieving-newtown-mothers-motto-love-wins.

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