Monday, March 25, 2013

Free


4 Lent; Yr. C, March 10, 2013
Joshua 5:9-12; Psalm 32; 2 Corinthians 5:16-21; Luke 15:11b-32
Sermon preached at St. Stephens Episcopal Church

            Almost two weeks ago, Charlie, Bonnie, David and I presented at a meeting of the Congregational Development Partnership Committee, CDPC for short.  Charlie did a fabulous job of putting together the presentation.  First, he told everyone a little about our history.  He talked about our financial situation and building, how we have worked to maintain it and the asset it is to us.  Then David talked about the many ministries going on here, in and through our building, as a result of this congregations presence in the city.  It was a wonderful story to watch unfold, a story that they had never heard.  Bonnie had the job of explaining how weve been able to do all weve done with our often tenuous financial status.  Heres how Charlie articulated it for us. 
Weve done it:
·      With a committed core of faithful Episcopalians willing to accept the risks and rewards that come from heeding Jesus’ proclamation that the “Lord will provide”

·      With the support and encouragement of clergy who are willing to walk in the footsteps of the Lord

·      With the support and engagement of our partners in faith in the community that we serve, many of whom make monthly payments to help support the cost of the building. 

·      With a covenant relationship with St. Luke & St. Simon Cyrene Church that allows us to share in worship, fellowship and mission in the city

·      With financial support of the Diocese

This was a powerful statement of faith. 
            After we finished our formal presentation, we spent about forty-five minutes in conversation with the committee.  They asked a lot of questions and we did our best to answer them.  One of the best lines came from Bonnie, in response to a question about whether we had any idea what kind of fund raiser we were going to do to raise the $1,000 that is projected in our 2013 budget.  The four of us looked at one another, and shook our heads.  I laughed and said, “no idea.”  “Typically someone has an idea and we do a dinner or something like that and it ends up bringing in about $1,000”, Charlie offered.  Then Bonnie chimed in.  “We’ve had a deficit budget almost every year I’ve been a member at St. Stephen’s, and it always seems to work out.  We don’t always know how, but it does.”  She stopped for a moment and then said, “Well, I don’t think God really started the fire.”  Everyone looked up as she continued, “but several years ago a church in the neighborhood had a fire and they needed a place to hold services, so they rented space from us.  It balanced our budget.”   God provides.
            Our history is not unlike that of the Israelites.  The Israelites wandered for forty years.  They underwent circumcision together and healed from those wounds as a community.  They learned what it was to walk in faith, depending on manna from heaven to appear every morning and water to be brought forth from stone.  They knew what it was to create sacred spaces and to walk on holy ground, to thrive in the desert where they were planted.  And when the time was right, they were be ready to live as a faithful people in that promised land. 
With Joshua at Gilgal, they eat the Passover meal and for the first time, they ate from the land.  God has rolled away from them the disgrace of Egypt.  No longer were they slaves. They had made the journey.  They were free people, freed for God.  
            We have also been made free.  We have also made a journey together.  Havent we known pain and struggle?  Havent we lived through the anxiety of the possibility of death?  Didnt this parish make the decision to stay when you could have fled?  Didnt you make the decision to spend your endowment for the sake of inclusion and Gods work?  Didnt you consciously put your future into the hands of God and trust in manna, perhaps wondering what might arrive to fill the gap, or cover a deficit? Werent you the ones who were often surprised by possibilities that could never have been imagined before they appeared?  Living in faithful expectation of the abundance that God can provide, remembering that Gods compassion is far greater than our own?  Yes, you are.
I dont think God caused the fire either, but God was in that.  God is the master of transformation.  God takes an impulsive young man, who runs through his inheritance like water through a sieve, and leads him back home.  God takes a potentially troubled reunion and turns it into a party. 
One church burns, and another opens its doors to them.  A new church is built, and another is saved from closing its doors.  God takes strangers and makes them neighbors.  Life out of death is Gods specialty.  Believe it or not, there are some who would have chosen death rather than welcome those from a different church into their worship space.  St. Stephens has been willing to risk; willing to learn from mistakes and failures; willing to believe in Gods unwavering love and abundance.  In fact, weve counted on it. 
We have been planted in an abundant field.  We can survive off of the produce of this land, but it might mean thinking a little differently than we have in the past.  This is a neighborhood filled with passion.  People with a passion for preserving the white church down the street, with passion for the return of School 16 to Post Avenue, with passion for creating historic districts in the SW that could benefit homeowners and draw people to our neighborhoods, with passion for the education of our young people, with passion for the families of those who are incarcerated.  Its all here within a few miles of our church home. New journeys to take in faith. 
Joshua and the Israelites are standing ready to enter into a new life.  The prodigal son and his father are reunited.  Their lives are beginning anew.  We stand on the shoulders of those from St. Stephens who have gone before us.  Every generation has stood at the threshold of a new day looking across at the promised land and wondering if they would ever reach it.  Bonnie loves to tell the story of one annual meeting, when the treasurer stood before the congregation and said, I think we finally got this turkey turned around.  Meaning, our financial worries are finally over!   Truth is, I think there will always be financial hurdles to challenge us, because this church believes in mission.  Our history shows that we do not hoard our wealth, St. Stephens uses it, not foolishly like the young son, but thoughtfully, intentionally. 

I dont know what the CDPC will decide about our application.  We have done what we could.  The story we told was true.  It was an honest and clear picture of who we are and where we stand.  They have nine other churches to listen to.  Like us, each of them has a story.  Each of them stands at the river entering into a new process.  God is with them.  God is with us.  God is there calling us forward in hope.  We cannot see the future, but thats okay.  Do not be afraid. Trust in God.  Denise Levertov writes[1],

As swimmers dare
 to lie
face to the sky

and water bears them,

as hawks rest upon air

and air sustains them,

so would I learn to attain
free fall,
and float
into Creator Spirit's deep embrace,

knowing no effort earns

that all-surrounding grace.

            We are freed for God by Christs love. 
Amen. 


[1] All-Surrounding Grace By Denise Levertov in The Avowal.

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