Saturday, March 22, 2014

A Frightening Thought

Last Sunday after the Epiphany; Yr. A, March 2, 2014
Exodus 24:12-18; 
Psalm 99; 2 Peter; Matthew 17:1-9
Sermon preached at St. Stephen’s Episcopal Church

            Today we heard transfiguration readings, miraculous stories of our faith; the story of Moses going up onto the mountain to receive the tablets of stone.  God speaks to Moses and calls him up the mountain, setting him apart.  Moses takes Joshua with him part of the way, and then he goes on by himself.  At the top, the people see a devouring fire, and Moses is consumed in cloud and mystery.  They are confused and afraid.  After seven days he returns with face glowing and tablets in hand … the holy instruction embedded in stone, a guide to lead God’s people into the holiness of their calling. 
            Jesus too goes up a mountain.  He takes two friends, James and John.  On the mountain, they encounter Elijah and Moses in the dazzling white light.  The voice of God calls out to them, declaring Jesus God’s beloved.  Listen to him, the voice commands, setting him apart.  James and John are confused and afraid.  The light fades and they are left alone with Jesus.   Jesus the living incarnation of God’s instruction touches them, and says … do not be afraid.

            I am always touched by how often in the bible, stories of intimate encounter with God make people afraid.  The Israelites at Mt. Sinai were so afraid they collected all their gold and made it into a calf!  They created their own god to protect them.   When Moses came down from the mountain transfigured in appearance, the people were afraid of him.  After that, he covered his face so others wouldn’t be scared away.  Jesus is consumed in bright dazzling light.  The disciples are so afraid they fall to the ground.  Maybe Jesus’ instruction about not telling is grounded, at least partially in the idea that if others heard the story they would be afraid of him.  He doesn’t want to scare people away.  Power is frightening, especially power we do not understand or control.
            What would it be like to imagine that each of us could come into contact with that kind of power … and grace … in prayer.  Jesus, James and John had a profound experience in the events we heard today, but Jesus went off to pray all the time.  He encouraged his disciples to do the same.  We hear over and over again how Jesus modeled that spiritual habit. My guess is that experiences like the one we heard today, weren’t the norm … and yet, each time we pray we create the possibility for profound connection with God.  Is that a comforting thought … or a frightening one?
            Prayer is a pathway to spiritual health.  The disciples asked Jesus how to pray and Jesus answered them very simply.  Praise God.  Pray for God’s kingdom to come.  Pray for what you need for the day.  Ask forgiveness.  Seek to be led away from temptation.[1]  We encapsulate all this into what we call the Lord’s Prayer.  Notice that what’s in there.  Praise … give glory to God, which means acknowledging God as God, recognizing that God is something that we are not.  Kind of makes me feel a little vulnerable, acknowledging that I am not the be all and end all of everything.  It means accepting the fact that I don’t have the power to control lots of things I’d like to control … the safety of those I love, the events of my day (no matter how well I may plan it), or even how I will be treated by those I meet.  Most of life, outside of myself in the present moment, is out of my control.  That’s a scary thought.
            I have trouble thinking in the present.  Praying for my daily needs sounds so limiting.  I have loftier needs, concerns and desires.  I want to re-do our bathroom, build a patio in the backyard, expand the porch.  I want my siblings to be healthy and happy.  I want everyone to have a living wage and health care that allows them to live full lives.  I want violence to end wherever it is, and for our children to have meaningful educational experiences that inspire them to work for things they love.  I want to protect the polar bears from the effects of global warming and stop the alarming loss of diversity on our planet.  I want child labor to become a thing of the past, and sweatshops to disappear.  I want to slow the use of new technologies until we have time to evaluate the ethical and biological implications of using GMO’s and stem cells and cloning and drones and Facebook … the list goes on and on and on.  I want.  I want. I want.  I want.
            I have trouble even thinking about what my daily bread looks like … yet that’s what God calls me to care most about.  Care about today.  The people I meet today.  The situations that confront me today.  The children I see today.  My family.  My work.  My emotional and spiritual recreation today, which is really time for me to be re-created.   One day at a time isn’t just good for those in twelve step programs.  It’s a theme for all of us to adopt in our spiritual lives.  What do you need for today … to face the troubles that today brings … and to experience the deep joys that will be part of it as well?  Pray for today, Jesus says.
            Pray for forgiveness too, because whether we like it or not, we’re going to make mistakes … knowingly and unknowingly.  Mistakes are not ends.  They are opportunities for re-creating ourselves.  They bring forth the possibility of new life between people, and between us and God.  I don’t think God expects us to be “perfect” in the sense of never making a mistake.  We are human beings, people in process.  God expects us to try, whole-heartedly, and with vigor, to do what is good.  When Martin Luther was in hiding for his beliefs he wrote this to a friend.  “If you are a preacher of mercy, do not preach an imaginary but the true mercy.  If the mercy is true, you must therefore bear the true, not an imaginary sin.  God does not save those who are only imaginary sinners.  Be a sinner and let your sins be strong, let your trust in Christ be stronger, and rejoice in Christ who is the victor over sin, death, and the world.  We will commit sins while we are here, for this life is not a place where justice resides.”[2]  So follow Luther’s advice.  Do what you think is right.  Do it boldly, and trust that if it misses the mark, God’s forgiveness proclaimed by Jesus is always there for us, even before we ask … but in the asking, in that prayer, we are transfigured from glory into glory, transfigured more fully into the light of God.
            This isn’t a journey we take alone.  Moses took Joshua.  Jesus took James and John, and the rest of the twelve.  There are times to pray alone, but there are also times to pray with others.  On Sundays, we come together as a community.  At the Mobile Pantry on Wednesday, three of us gathered around a woman who was suffering with pain in her joints.  We held hands and prayed for her comfort.  At the start of the food distribution, we thanked God for the abundance that was there to be shared, and we asked for the gift of seeing the face of God in every face around us.  We prayed to be changed, re-created … transfigured. 
            Like Jesus, if we cultivate a habit of prayer to praise God … to meet our daily needs … to receive forgiveness … to usher in the justice and peace of God’s kingdom … we will find ourselves transfigured.  Our attitude will more often be one of gratitude.  We’ll look more intently at the present and worry less about the future, taking charge of what we can manage and leaving the rest to God.  We’ll act more boldly for the kingdom because love will be our motivation and forgiveness our safety net.  We’ll shine with a brightness that might frighten others, but which will illumine our lives for good.  In fact, our lives will be a prayer … whether we’re standing on a mountain top or sitting in our living room chair, God is with us … and Moses and Jesus have gone before us. 
            So take the time to pray during this Lenten season.  Commit to offering some of your precious time to God, precisely because it is so precious.  Giving away our time is giving away our lives.  Money can be earned, and treasures restored, but time flies.  Once it is used up, it is gone forever.  We can never take it back or reclaim it for another purpose.  It is a true gift.  Jesus touched the disciples and said, “get up and do not be afraid”.  That message is for us also.  Spend that precious time intentionally, and give some to God in prayer. 

Amen.



[1] Luke 11:1-13
[2] The quote is from a letter written by Martin Luther to Philip Melanchthon in 1521 when he was in hiding after being excommunicated by the Pope.  Found at www.patheos.com/blogs/scriptorium/2009/08/sin-boldly/.

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